(A prophetess in Greek mythology cursed by Apollo to speak the truth but to never be believed.) Words bombard the world in rapid fire every second. Another book about wizards, another poem about birds, tweets about Trump, status updates about dinner and cats and vacations, websites for anything you can think to Google. Godzilla porn. Why the Kardashians are famous. What a chair would look like if knees bent backwards. The things to read outnumber the readers. Still, writers write. In their lonely caves, by monitor light, they fill terabytes of memory with the past and the future. They churn together experience and understanding until hardened into a vision worth writing down. And then they hope that someone is paying attention. But no one is, at least not at first. Journalists wrote about the Taliban before 9/11. Before Y2K, tech writers predicted a computer in our pockets more powerful than Apollo 11. A scientist published in 2019 about a coming worldwide pandemic. No one listens until prophecies turn to floods. Still, writers write. They spew forth reams of poetry and prose and essays and journal entries and investigative reports and sometimes just half-thoughts or a particularly interesting turn of phrase on a random Post-it note barely clinging to a wall for years until used or discarded, but playing on the mind of the writer in ways both certain and inscrutable. Half-thoughts that may never be read by another, but recorded anyway for naught but potential. Words newly discovered or characters formed in journals like pop-up books, story lines and first-time rhymes scratched on a pad, then shaped in a computer, then offered to a first reader like an initial visit to a new therapist and waiting to hear whether to expand or contract, whether to improve or whether to shake the etch-a-sketch until the lines are faint then wisps then gone, but if improved, then posted for the world to see even if no one listens. Because the Post-It note held an idea that was true. Because the work holds the prediction of a world made by our own hands. Because when the flood comes, and floods always come, words from dry land will be needed. © 2020 Deb Moore, All Rights Reserved
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The Emancipation of the Canon
How many poems should an undergrad read? It’s not a riddle or a rhetorical question like licks on a lollipop or the number of years it would take one hundred monkeys to type Shakespeare. It is the dilemma I face again for the 25th or 42nd time devising a reading list for American Literature, 1865 to the Present. I’ve built it, shaped it, tweaked it, trimmed it. I took out Philip Roth and added Toni Cade Bambara. I took out Pound and added Ellison, de- colonizing my syllabus piece by piece, semester by semester. I add up the numbers one more time: white men 13, Black men 11, white women 8, Black women 4. I cling to Frost but release Eliot, trade Fitzgerald for Nella Larsen, and Twain for Chesnutt. I think about the works we’ve read, The voices we’ve heard, the ones we have allowed to shape us, tweak us. How much more we learn about our hidden shames, our hidden selves, from Zora Neale Hurston and James Baldwin than from the retyping of Hamlet or the mimicking of Faulkner. So I pile on Dunbar and Washington and Dubois, Wells and Johnson and McKay, Toomer and Cullen and Wright, I add in Hayden, Brooks, Morrison, Baraka, Lorde, Clifton and Walker, Wilson and Dove and Kincaid. It’s a lot, I know. So I try to ration, pare it down so the students won’t hate me, but how many Langston Hughes’ poems should an undergrad read? All of them. © 2020 Deb Moore, All Rights Reserved
Maker’s Mark
The finish of my father’s desk seems old, perhaps original, but some brush marks hint at an ancient attempt to make things new. I search in and out, up and down for a maker’s mark or other origin clue, but only find my father’s mark. I had to open the lap drawer, get on my back on the floor, under the desk like a history mechanic, to see it. Property of David W. Moore Purchased for $7.00 Metropolis, Ill. Oct. 1962 in permanent marker. Already old when he got it at that flea market or yard sale before I was born. And now I have it, seven years after he left the earth, and I run my hands over the finish and read his handwriting again from the iPhone picture, and I remember the he who would mark his things and the way he marked me, and I sit here trying to shrug him off enough to begin a story about him. © 2020 Deb Moore, All Rights Reserved