I Am The Bird That Changes Feathers (Written on a Sunday Between Mowing the Front Yard and Mowing the Back) I am the bird that changes feathers, bringer of the seed and corn, filler of the cement pond, saved for that from mocking scorn. I am the bird that changes feathers, at least that's how I think they see the one who feeds them in all weathers, winter snows, spring rains, and heat. I am the bird who changes feathers, who had twelve jobs by thirty-three, who had three loves by twenty-seven, who had eight dreams by seventeen. I am the bird who changes feathers, who sings and flies on other’s wings, but never once has homed in heathers or left the bounds of gravity. I am the bird who changes feathers desiring of the wind on high ready for the molting season ready now for wings to fly. © 2021 Deborah E. Moore, All Rights Reserved
Category: Poetry
Yellow Wood
Those roads diverging are everything. The simple question followed by a thought experiment, as if my inner all-knowing eye could look fully down each path. And then a choice. A or B You could choose A. Go to A’s college and work at A’s career and marry A’s lover. Have A’s children, invest with A’s money, retire at A’s time. And maybe wonder, wonder always where B would have led. The small religious college, not the ivy-trimmed degree. The elusive career discovered too late to climb the same ladders. The relationships and the miscarriage and the should- have-started-earlier 401k. That’s where B led. That’s the road taken. And from the bench I rest upon halfway, maybe more, down B’s path, I think of A. I always see it neatly trimmed, all downhill. Maybe there’s even a bike. But there is no you. And you are everything. © 2021 Deborah E. Moore, All Rights Reserved
This Morning
This morning, curled around the back side of you, face against shoulder blade, the smell of your warmth mingling with my breath, the familiarity moved me. I wrote lines about it in my head, though none return now as naturally as they rose from the ashes of sleep. The cat saw I was awake and climbed my body to haunch under my chin. You roused, looked at me with narrow sleepy eyes. My fingers slid along your arm. “Hands cold,” you mumbled. I pulled the covers to your shoulder and caressed the parts of quilt now shaped like you, but the dogs had heard us, and they whined and pawed the crate door. So I arose and set the day in motion, took the dogs out, fed them, opened the blinds, started coffee, checked the weather, dressed. Soon you are up, and thus we begin another day we will live together. Granddaddy used to say, “Everything gets over with.” And I know this will too. One day. But not today. This morning started with the smell of you, and what will someday end was today everything I could count on. © 2021 Deborah E. Moore, All Rights Reserved