It’s an evil snake that crawls between us and takes up the space we didn’t know existed, that turns you left, me right, with our guns pointed at him, at it, at each other. It’s a vicious smoke that rises into our nostrils, fills our lungs with free-based gratification, makes us high on self-righteousness. We exhale noxious fumes into faces we say we love. It’s a vile ideology that turns us on each other, makes an up seem down, makes a fall seem elevating, sends us packing, locked and loaded brother on brother, sister on sister. Haven’t we been here? Haven’t we turned on each other before? Haven’t we gassed and lynched and nailed to crosses those we decided to hate? Is this a never- ending war we’ve all agreed to wage? And now I feel the snake against my skin, the toke in my lungs, the rhetoric in my brain like pinballs of sound bites, and I wonder if doing justice and loving mercy can ever be simultaneous acts. It’s one thing to agree not to spit on your brother. It’s another altogether to agree not to spit on the one who spits on your brother. It’s yet another still to balance the world on your back while you learn to walk humbly with your god. © 2020 Deborah E. Moore, All Rights Reserved
