(For Gloria Johnson) Dinner is done, and the dishes. Dog has eaten and gone outside. I sit now at my desk listening to classical music and trying to finish writing a quiz for American literature this fall while the sun goes down. My phone dings with an alert, which means I will pick it up, and I will get lost for 20 minutes checking the socials, all because I forgot to silence the damn thing, and so it is that right in the middle of writing the third of four possible answers on a multiple choice question, I learn that a grad school mentor is retiring, and I am suddenly struck with a sadness so deep that I forget to return to the question. Instead I sit in my room while voices from the radio intone Whitacre’s “Sleep,” which now sounds like a dirge, and the music and the dusk mix with my memories, and I can see the room and the desks, eager master’s candidates in a circle discussing Kazin’s “A Walker in the City,” and I remember being your student and how much you taught me with nary a quiz. © 2020 Deb Moore, All Rights Reserved
