I return to the garden after a season of supporting those who must matter most right now. Last week, I felt like Atlas, not quite holding the entire world on my back, but convinced it would crash down around me if I didn’t keep straining and pushing and advocating change. It has been necessary, exhausting work, but I turn back now to the business of mowing and weeding and filling bird feeders. By day’s end, I will be coated with sweat. Bits of grass, twigs, dirt, bugs stamped on my skin, joiners to the cause. And I will stink. I will stop because the sun is fading or because I am hungry or tired, but not because the job is done. Tomorrow there will be more necessary, exhausting work that is mine to do. © 2020 Deb Moore, All Rights Reserved
Category: Poetry
Maker’s Mark
The finish of my
father’s desk seems
old, perhaps original,
but some brush marks
hint at an ancient
attempt to make things
new. I search in
and out, up and down
for a maker’s mark
or other origin clue,
but only find my father’s
mark. I had to open
the lap drawer, get on
my back on the floor,
under the desk like
a history mechanic,
to see it.
Property of
David W. Moore
Purchased for $7.00
Metropolis, Ill.
Oct. 1962
in permanent
marker. Already old
when he got it at
that flea market or
yard sale before I was
born. And now I have
it, seven years after
he left the earth,
and I run my hands
over the finish and
read his handwriting
again from the iPhone
picture, and I remember
the he who would mark
his things and the
way he marked me,
and I sit here trying
to shrug him off enough
to begin a story about
him.
© 2020 Deb Moore, All Rights Reserved
Serve and Protect
Before I could hold seven numbers in my brain, I was told to look for a policeman (in those days, we called them all policemen) if ever I was lost and one would help me. Kind men in blue cotton shirts and pants, polished shoes, soft-soled for comfort, service cap with shiny black bill below a gold badge. These were the ones with white gloves who could direct traffic with a brightly whistled hand ballet. Most seemed skinny, lanky like my cousin Bobby, and the thick black belt’s first job was to hold up pants, not so much to house the implements of immobilization and constraint, the cuffs, gun, taser, pepper spray hiding under the bottom of a military vest, military helmet on his head, plastic face shield. All of which just jumped from the back of a tank like landing at Normandy, except it was the corner of 8th and Main right in front of Scooter’s Bar & Grille, and none of the black folks in the crowd are surprised because they never heard he might help them get home. © 2020 Deb Moore, All Rights Reserved
Broken Home
Policed by toxic masculinity, an entire nation like a battered wife, twitching with PTSD and suppressed anger. Politicians praising the abusers, enabling, perpetuating, celebrating the evil and demonizing the victim. Judges and courts ready to find the technicality that can set a murdering cop free. Churches cheering white supremacy and patriotism as conjoined twins never to be parted. America is a broken home unleashing her traumatized children on an astonished world. © 2020 Deb Moore, All Rights Reserved



