How many poems should an undergrad read? It’s not a riddle or a rhetorical question like licks on a lollipop or the number of years it would take one hundred monkeys to type Shakespeare. It is the dilemma I face again for the 25th or 42nd time devising a reading list for American Literature, 1865 to the Present. I’ve built it, shaped it, tweaked it, trimmed it. I took out Philip Roth and added Toni Cade Bambara. I took out Pound and added Ellison, de- colonizing my syllabus piece by piece, semester by semester. I add up the numbers one more time: white men 13, Black men 11, white women 8, Black women 4. I cling to Frost but release Eliot, trade Fitzgerald for Nella Larsen, and Twain for Chesnutt. I think about the works we’ve read, The voices we’ve heard, the ones we have allowed to shape us, tweak us. How much more we learn about our hidden shames, our hidden selves, from Zora Neale Hurston and James Baldwin than from the retyping of Hamlet or the mimicking of Faulkner. So I pile on Dunbar and Washington and Dubois, Wells and Johnson and McKay, Toomer and Cullen and Wright, I add in Hayden, Brooks, Morrison, Baraka, Lorde, Clifton and Walker, Wilson and Dove and Kincaid. It’s a lot, I know. So I try to ration, pare it down so the students won’t hate me, but how many Langston Hughes’ poems should an undergrad read? All of them. © 2020 Deb Moore, All Rights Reserved
Category: Poetry
Safer At Home
Driving into the city yesterday made me inexplicably angry. The traffic and the closeness and the people, oh my god, the people everywhere, like maggots crawling on a corpse. I read an article once that claimed anything one does for 30 days or more becomes a habit, and now, 90 days of self quarantine, safer-at-home, making trips only to the grocery and the dentist and the hardware store, I wear my habit like a devoted sister of the order. I felt the call always. Even in childhood, I could entertain myself all day sitting under a tree with a book or riding my bike on the quiet streets of a fresh 1970s’ subdivision or hypnotized by the scene out my bedroom window. Always there was a book, or a bike, or a window, but not much else was necessary. I don’t think I’m an introvert. Titles like that force us into false extremes, but like most things, it’s a spectrum that we all travel along as we see fit. I’ve been a social being at times, mostly in my 20s and 30s, those days when I was expanding, on the hunt for a career or a family of choice, but now I have returned to my original state. I have lost my elasticity. And though I pray that every ill effect of this time be swiftly and safely brought to a close, I also give thanks to this season that brought me back inside myself, and I leave the city to the young. © 2020 Deb Moore, All Rights Reserved
Salute
A POEM IN THREE ACTS ACT ONE (In which the motif is established) The night after my nephew’s graduation from Marine bootcamp (I don’t think they call it bootcamp) we went to dinner on Coronado Island, seven of us, him in the dress uniform he had spent two hours ironing because the Marine Hymn was my hummed ear worm and every time I turned the corner of the hotel suite tromping the shores of Tripoli, I would see him and the iron both standing at attention. I would laugh and say, “You really don’t have to do that,” and he would say, “Oh, but I do,” and he would return to ironing until I would again forget. Finally pressed, white belt cinched, white hat and gloves, red piping, single chevron on his sleeve, shoes shined like Easter Sunday, the rest of us dressed in pride and family. And then that man came by our table to say, “Thank you for your service to our country,” and we were proud. ACT TWO (In which complexities arise) At our college graduation, the president asks for different types of graduates to stand - the first in their family to go to college, honors, 4.0s, youngest, oldest, parents-slash-children, husbands-slash-wives, siblings, and military veterans, and every year the vets get a rousing ovation, the biggest commencement applause, and I wonder why it isn’t the 4.0s or the firsts. This is a college after all. Frankly, most of us are pacifists. Well, the humanities folks anyway. The parents and friends and aunts and uncles in the audience for our rural community college graduation are the ones who weren’t the first in their family to go to college, and they vigorously applaud when the vets stand, and they yell and whistle like the war was just won. ACT THREE (In which some justice is served) The yang of the nation gets ample pomp and circumstance, plenty of praise and glory, deserved I won’t argue, but more so than others? Not everyone can soldier, but everyone can serve, and so I offer a salute. To the College Professor, Sherpa of Curiosity, Whetstone, Lighthouse, On-Ramp, Thank you for your service to our country. To the Bartender, Purveyor of Magical Elixirs, Physician, Therapist, Vaudevillian, Thank you for your service to our country. To the Lawn Guy, Rider of the Mechanical Machete, Weed-Eater, Tree-Trimmer, Suburban Olmsted, To the Musician and Actor, Teller of Our Stories, Drumbeat, Mirror, Catharsis Channel, To the Delivery Driver, Foot Soldier of Capitalism, Dog-Treater, Bringer of Joy, Supply Chain Coda, Thank you for your service to our country. To the Farmer, Maître d’ of the World, Fence-Mender, Earth Mother, First Cause, To the Building Contractor and the Insurance Seller and the Nurse and the Preschool Teacher and the Social Worker and the Mechanic and the Writer and the Lawyer, yes, even the Lawyer, and the Undocumented Farm Worker and the Bus Driver and the Convenience Store Clerk and the guy who stands in the middle of the road to stop and start the traffic that has been reduced to one lane because of construction, Thank you for your service to our country. © 2020 Deb Moore, All Rights Reserved
How to Make An English Professor Cuss
I jumped in to help on our college Facebook page. A mother posted concern about her daughters, two of them, who don’t like online learning, though pandemic college can’t be fully face-to-face, not just yet, and I thought I typed “daughters,” but I typed “daughter,” and some man jumped on the thread and said, “Daughter are? And you’re an English professor? I’m not surprised.” And all 23 years of my career reared up behind me and begged to be allowed to respond. They wanted to say, “You want to go head-to-head on grammar, fuckbucket? Because I’m down for that, you inbred single-celled shitgibbon.” But I was on the college page, so I took a couple of deep breaths and wrote, “Thanks for the catch!” (Note the exclamation point. It makes it friendlier. It’s how women are socialized to appear less aggressive. I would love to see a study that compares exclamation point usage between women and men, though I don’t really need official data.) As I breathed through my response, I thought about how common snark has become, toxic thrusts and parries, and how people will throw schoolyard taunts at others without any knowledge of who they really are. And I wondered how this man would feel if I questioned him in a snide manner about his life’s work. And then I wondered if I had ever done just that to someone. It’s possible, though I don’t recall details. So I looked in the mirror and let that man go. © 2020 Deb Moore, All Rights Reserved



